Tatvamasi – A Sanskrit Word meaning “You are what you are seeking”



About Me Varin Gill

Who is Varin Gill?

I thrive on bringing women back to experiencing their authentic selves through reconnecting with their emotions, their bodies and their sexuality.

I was once a workaholic with an awesome job as a Finance Leader and part of the Leadership Team in an FTSE-100 Company. And I put everything and everyone else first. I had no idea why I felt empty despite having a great job, a fancy car and a beautiful home in a fancy neighbourhood. I had created a life that looked great on the outside for everyone else but I was unhappy on the inside. What I had was giving me security but no joy. And then I discovered why. I had pursued my logical, results-driven masculine side, but I had lost my intuitive, emotional and wild feminine side.

I left the security of my awesome job in the Leadership Team in a FTSE-100 Company. I took 6 months off and in this time I became a a yoga teacher, a women’s circle facilitator, a diver, a tarot card reader, an Egyptian energy healer, learnt farming, took acting classes and made the financials work. It was with shamanic drumming and singing that I begun to feel a deep wound in my body. It was wanting to be heard and expressed. I continued doing this for weeks until one day I felt this wound so deep. I screamed and celebrated the tears of finally confronting the pain of an almost timeless wound of the suppression of the wild feminine.

And there begin my journey with Shakti and my spiritual guides Mother Mary and Joseph of Arimathea, twin flames and bearers of Christ consciousness.

What inspires Varin to do this?

There was a time when women were the Earth’s connection to the natural universe, and all that she manifested was aligned to herself, her emotions and the universe. Overtime, the powers that be spread scarcity consciousness removing this role and reducing her to a commodity. As she rises now, she may be economically empowered but to feel fully whole again, her inner universe and the outer universe are still missing alignment. Varin strives to bring this energy back into the life of every woman she meets.

How does Alignment with the Universe empower you?

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
― Albert Einstein

The universe is an electromagnetic stream of energy constantly interacting with us. We miss the signs and the directions it gives us towards our most magickal life when we are out of alignment with the energetic vibration of the universe. This happens when we are disconnected from the

1. flow of energy through our emotions

2. communication mechanism of our body

3. powerful force of sexual energy that is suppressed by focusing on sex as a result instead of an open ended experience.

By realigning with these 3 energies, we are once again united with our authentic selves.

In short, every woman is a queen, waiting to sit on her throne of inner joy as guided by the abundance of the universe. She is truly a miracle, as created to be by the creators of humanity.


Dear Varin, my heartfelt gratitude for the womb cleansing session you held for me. I have nvr experienced anythin’ so powerful! Truth be told, it has created an entirely NEW BEGINNING in my spiritual path, connecting me with Goddess Kali & reducing co-dependency on others. I have been experiencin’ lots of clarity & freedom from things that no longer serve me since then. No more strange sensations or repeated UTI symptoms tht i was experiencing early this year too. Tq so much for being my holistic “doc” to cure me! Lots of love
S. S, Analyst
Dear Varin, the healing session was very profound and I am really feeling the differrence in many aspects. It has truly opened up and activated even my heart chakra. Online experience feedback: I must say, regardless of it being online, I really was able to experience the healing. It was in the comfort of my own home.The audio and all was good, we had clear communication. I would and have recommended it to my friends to consider
G.I.S, Project Manager
Dear Varin, I would like to share with you about your session “Healing the Father Wound” After sun session, yesterday my dad called me.He has never ever spend money on me before. In S… I had my favourite piece of bracelet and chain pawned and all this while my mum has been renewing it for me. Yesterday my dad called me to say he will take my gold out, so he paid $1000 today to get my gold out! Amazingggg!!!
K.K. Chef

What I Do?


for any of the following

Corporate Work

Previous clients include Mindshare, P&G and Novartis.

Corporate Women’s Circles

1. Bespoke Corporate Wellness Activity

Varin combines her extensive management and wellness background to create a solution-based experience that provides her clients with dramatic, lasting results. Her background in managing large teams when she was a Business Operations executive to now teaching yoga, sound healing, women’s empowerment, people empowerment and self-awareness, allows for targeted sessions. Contact Varin for a fun and empowering wellness session to uplift and inspire your team, such as a targeted women’s circle focused on improving communication. Varin has 18 years of corporate experience in multinational corporations, when she led a team of 30 people in an FTSE 100 company.

Personal Sessions

Venus Womb Activation and Womb Clearing

1. Venus Womb Activation and Womb Clearing

A woman’s womb is an in-built portal of creativity she is born with. It is not just a portal for a new human body to take birth, it is a portal to birth all that is aligned to her energetic blueprint with the universe. However for most women, this space is laden with grief, anger and disappointment from past lovers, inequality, a patriarchal environment etc. Even if she appears to be economically empowered, from time to time she will wonder why she keeps attracting the same lovers or “abundance vibration”. The womb determines your aligned and abundant self. This session is for you if you are looking to start a business or any other creative project of your own and you want to ensure that you are not held back by any wounding from your past.

Life Coaching or Mentoring

2. Life Coaching or Mentoring

Do you feel like you are repeatedly struggling through a certain aspect of your life, and you just can’t seem to break free from the issue? You have been doing extensive research on the concept of wellness and wellbeing but you need a much more bespoke approach to this aspect of your life. Life coaching or mentoring sessions are for any issue at all that may be holding you back from feeling as aligned, fulfilled, or confident as you should. Whether you need support in overcoming a break up or changing your money and abundance mindset, Varin is here to help you work through your struggles so you can enjoy your life more.

Discover Your Soul, Your Star Family, Key Past Life Vows, Karmic Contracts and more

3. Discover Your Soul, Your Star Family, Key Past Life Vows, Karmic Contracts and more

This is Varin’s oldest offering that has helped many clients to step more fully into their power by confronting the energy of decisions made in their quantum realms. Varin will dive deep into your psyche using tarot cards, astrology, energy healing, channeling, Q&A and other means to assist you in overcoming patterns that no longer serve you. Her coaching process was designed to help you create the life that you are meant to have.

Trigger Discovery and Relief

4. Trigger Discovery and Relief

Do you lash out at others and feel bad afterwards? Are you in a relationship where your partner has an undesirable behaviour and you are tired of being the “target”? Do you find yourself complaining a lot about your life and the world? The answer to overcoming these negative viewpoints and experiences lies in the root cause of your triggers. This 1-1 session is for you if you are tired of feeling drained by the amount of energy you waste being triggered by your day to day relationships, colleagues, peers, the news and anything else around you. If you are ready to acknowledge, accept, and move past your triggers with ease, this session will leave you feeling empowered to do just that.

Rise Above the Wounding of Your Mother, Father and the Past

Rise above the Wounding of Your Mother & Father and the Past

The womb represents our family and ancestral heritage, for it is here that we are created . However, many of us inherit ancestral trauma that is evident in our lives as lack of communication, dominant partners, inability to love ourselves fully and so much more. Varin has created two special programs, each focused on looking into and deeply healing our Mother and Father wounds. If you have difficulty manifesting what you truly desire in a relationship, these programs will help you to overcome any energetic blockages from your relationship with your parents and their ancestral lineage that have been holding you back.

These sessions helped me become more understanding to the people around me especially the ones I am closest with emotionally and even with people at work. There were a lot of tears during the session because I had no idea how much effort and pain it took to hold myself throughout these years and I thought I was very good at it. But the toll it took on me on different levels was also intense. I just didn’t know what it was and why it is there and how I can overcome it. I am counting my many blessings to have found a place where I can heal so much. Thank you for what you do.

E.C. Corporate Climber
You, and Your Wild, Juicy Sexuality

6. Transform Your Sexuality

Do you suffer from vaginismus, an extremely low or high sex drive, a physical issue with your sexuality, or any other sexual concerns? The answer to overcoming these issues may be sitting in your sexual past lives. The Egyptians referred to sexual energy as “Sekhem”, our natural life force, the Indians called it “Kundalini”. This session is for you if you have difficulties in expressing your true self sexually, feel any shame or guilt around your sexuality or hold deep judgements about aspects of sexuality that are now affecting your wellbeing. After partaking in the session, you will walk away feeling more connected with your sexual self, a power centre of its own in our bodies.

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